T Minus 6 Weeks and Counting

That's right, I only have 6 weeks of pregnancy left. I thought it was fitting to use the rocket-launching method of counting to countdown my pregnancy, because when this baby comes, it will rock my world as much as putting a rocket into space!

Only 6 weeks! And in my situation, I'm hoping for no more and no less. I know, I know, who DOESN'T want to have their baby early?!! Unfortunately, ME. It's mostly for insurance reasons. I wasn't expecting to get pregnant fast after how long it took with Dallin. Well, we got it right the first try this time. So fast, some of our insurance won't be effective until a few days AFTER my actual due date. So no long walks, spicy foods, and you-know-what for me at the end of my pregnancy!

Only 6 weeks! I'm honestly not sure whether I'm excited or nervous that it's almost over. When I was pregnant with Dallin, I couldn't wait for him to be born. I remember at my 36 week check up, the doctor said his lungs were probably developed, and he would be pretty much fine if he were born any time now. And I thought, "I'm ready! Now is great!" I'm not that anxious this time around. Don't get me wrong- I'm excited to have a new baby again. I love how sweet, and soft, and snuggly they are. I love how AMAZING they are doing nothing but sleeping! And I can't wait to have a baby girl! Also, I am definitely ready to be done being pregnant. Pregnancy is so exhausting! I get worn out doing simple things like picking up around the house. I have the mobility of an 80-year old woman! But this time around I KNOW what having a newborn is like. I'm no longer naive like I was with my first. I know how exhausting being a new mommy is, too!

I guess it's good that deciding when to have this baby (or whether or not to have this baby!) isn't up to me, because I am clearly an indecisive person.